Saturday, May 31, 2008

I 'm gonna miss trinity

After munching my double whooper, I've realized this is how I end my Trinity Life. I finished my final paper today, and right after that I've to proceed to my Valedictory Celebration. Not to mention, I've got 2 nights of sleeplessness due to my psychology paper. I'm so tired, yet I've managed to boost my energies for valedictory. Was taking photos throughout the whole valedictory, not to mention, sitting with my twin, Esther (of course we camwhore). Everyone of us, looked different. I swear to God that I'm shocked to see such drastic changes on all of my friends. From me-myself, according to damien, I've changed from a tomboyish short red hair girl, to a "woman" (quoted from Liz), Damien looked like a big red clown with red tie, Mel looked like a real formal office lady with a LV Bag (is that formal enough?), Andrew with his coat and tie, Leo whom looked like a "siu yeh chai"(translated; rich guy) & Ming Zid & Ah Beng (looking alike, with coat and tie).

Everyone else in trinity looked amazingly pretty + smart. My friends from China -who doesn't really dress up normally changed amazingly pretty. According to Mel, they looked like "going to ball".
And for a fact, most of the girls wore dresses from Supre and Pilgrim. Not to mention, I'm one of them. I wore a dress from Pilgrim (got it from Myers) and a jewel shoe from Nine West. I've shopped and panic-ed for the last few days looking for my dress. I wanted something not revealing + simple + doesnt look anything like prom. And after a few hours of shopping around Marc Jacobs, MNG, Supre, Pilgrim, Kookai, David Jones and Myers. I've found something!

I'm gonna so miss trinity, I love you guys so much! AND, I really didn't know this 1 year have been such a memorable year for me. Remembering the times when I just stepped in Melbourne alone. I've came all the way here from Kuala Lumpur ALONE! Sleeping with towels on the first night, and got my first ever friend in trinity the next day. Walking alone down the city with a map (gosh, I'm such a noob) looking for BIG W, with my Malaysian slang. Learning to be independent, open a bank account myself, manage my rents, bills, cook.
Looking at that big list, I've realised I've done so many things that I won't be able to learn back in KL if I'm still studying there. A though time that I've been through which need a lot of courage & I've learned to value the value of friends. Friends which are with me for the past 1 year, going to lectures, sleep in lectures, playing and smashing my whole house, hatting clubs yet not to mention our though time studying the nights together.

GOSH, I've got so much memories here. AND I'm going to miss all of you so much!

Monday, May 5, 2008

Art of Sadness

And yeah, I'm emo again today. Haven't been blogging lately, and I won't blog much till the end of my exams. I'm getting pretty stressed up these days. Oh lord, why did I only apply for 1 uni?
Not to say to score, I'm not even confident myself.
The literature questions are shit up, I've got a few periods to read for my final HOI exam, My chem - which I don't understand at all, 2 books of Math (tired), and psych (my only favourite subject and yet it's killing me).

Drama exam is this coming Saturday. Fuck.
I 've got no confidence at all, acting as a beggar. Do I even LOOKED like a beggar?

PS: My buddies (the tunas), I missed your so much. I just want to get back home, and get my hugs. It's so emotional staying aboard. I just wanted to get back home this moment. Shopping true heartedly. Haha. :)

PPS: I NEED SHOPPING TO CURE MY HEART. I haven't been SHOPPING for months! (Gosh)